the day before the beginning

...dot dot dot, that is all i can say, the thing on my mind right now is very unexplainable. Don't you feel that way too??? if your new, fresh, and lost. Well that is how i feel, very very weirdly......dot dot dot, gosh!!! is this even real i can't even make a proper blog about my thoughts of going to college. Am I that dumb, I guess my mind is not set on it??? I wish it will all slow down and make me breathe. Then, may the wind blows my mind and set it on the right track for a new beginning for me =D